watching this programme on hoarders

OMG
it's freaking me out.
it's actually horrifying, i'm a bit of hoarder but jeezo i have nothing on these people...
hope i never end up like that!!

argh.

hate that my uni e-mails have changed servers as i only realised today that i hadn't been getting my uni e-mails and randomly and luckily enough i checked them about a hour ago and found my poster was due today and no Friday!! gutted.

so managed to knock up a half decent poster in 20minutes!!

mummy club

almost everyone i went to school with now has children apart from like 8 of us, and even though they hated each other at school, they all hang out now like best of friends..

what?

forget mummy club, you couldn't stand this girl at school and now your going on playdates?

i don't get it.

i don't really fancy kids myself and they all have something to say about it when they see you.  honestly want to just stop, i'm not interested and when and if i choose to have kids its on my terms.

not coz i was with a guy who got me up the spout at 17 and i was stuck with him..

jeezo.
they annoy me so much sometimes.

away for nap.

congratulations!!

My best friends wee cousin well she's not so wee now just had a baby boy today!! :]
so pleased for her!! :)

she's been waiting for about a week to give birth to the wee guy!!

i wish her all the happiness in the world for her and her wee boy.

Pamela and baby <3 good luck!! :)

sorry for the lack of blogging.

been mega busy lately and today is the first day i've had time to actually relax!!

so i had my last uni exam on tuesday which i completly failed.
but my wee brother got taken into hospital on monday and he only just got out on friday so it was safe to say i was caring more for him than i was for the exam..
so i've pretty much been up and down to the hospital at any spare moments i had.

it was also my wee brothers 21st birthday yesterday but he's still recovering so we just had a quiet day.. he just wanted some chicken nuggets and we got him a cake and we just sat watching films.

we're going to go for dinner at some point when he's feeling better but for now its just bed rest for him!
lots of family came round yesterday to see him as he has a mountain of health problems so i think everyone was a wee bit worried but he looks to be getting back to himself all be it slowly!

so this was his present, but i didn't have enough wrapping paper so i gave up with it and just stuck a bow on it haha.

so today i had some errands to run which was to go post my ebay parcels, go to the bank, go book a van and get a wee leaving present for my wee uni friend who goes home to ireland forever come sunday!!

tonight i decided i was just going to relax so had a bath and painted my nails, tomorrow i need to go to uni to hand in a form, and my mum and i are going to Peebles to my uncles house whom passed away last month, as we were told we can have a wee momento if we want it as he requested all his things went to charity so we're going to get a wee reminder of him, although i do feel a bit bad that i'm going to rummage through my dead uncles house but its in a nice way!! my dad is also coming but he needs a van as my uncle left him a cement mixer haha this seems ridic to anyone outside my family but my dad is a pure diy/garden/builder fanatic so to him this is the best thing ever and he hasn't shut up about gettin it since he found out on sunday.

so yeah thats been my busy week and half so far and its going to stay busy

tomorrow i'll be away doing all that..
thursday i need to do a stupid posted for uni which will be a 2 hour job its 10% which isnt even worth the hassel ...
friday going to say bye to christina </3
going to miss the wee one!!
but get to go to ireland for the sake of it now! :)

all in all it's been busy stressful, worried but good last week and a half hopefully things start to improve and everything goes good.
i need less worry...wrinkles are gettin bigger haaa.

had a busy busy few days

my wee brother has been in hospital
i've been doing exams and uni and going to visit him in hospital..
my friend is alos leaving soon to go back home to ireland!!

it's been nectic to say the least!

today is the first day i've been able to sit down and watch tv for half an hour and relax, although its time to get busy again!!

blah

had a few blah days lately.

my wee brother was rushed into hospital on monday and ive honestly never seen him in such pain i felt helpless and so sorry for him, he's still in and nothing seems to be happening i feel like he's just lyin lifeless on the bed sedated with strong pain relief while they poke and prode him and take copious amounts of blood from him.

it's just hard to sit and watch
and to top it all right off and i had my final uni exam today that i had to go and sit and to be quite honest it was an absolute waste of fucking time i just sat there and starred into space and i could feel the tears welling up in my tears.

it just showed me how fucking insignificant exams are!!! and how people get so fucking worked up over them? naw its an exam its no then end of the world and when it comes to that and my brother he wins always

his life is what is important to me.
not fucking uni and not a fucking exam.

blahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

off to my bed to try and get some sleep.

sorry for the moan just needed to get that out as my mum and dad are feeling the worry just as much as me and they don't need my burden!!